I’m heart broken to say my sweet Dixie crossed the rainbow bridge last night. Can I see who’s playing with her?

As title says. If I may vent a little on here that’d be great. I’m a traveling welder and I’m about 18 hours from home. My mom called me last night saying she was taking Dixie to the vet. Fast forward a couple hours I gave the vet permission to do it after learning what we were dealing with. I had to put my best friend down through a FaceTime call and I feel absolutely horrible that I couldn’t have been there to hold her. She was the best dog I’ve ever had, I used to take her almost everywhere with me she loved it and I was hoping to get her on the road with me but that didn’t happen. Anyways please enjoy the photo dump.