I lost my Chi today due to flood

My family house is in bali and currently i am studying in london leaving my chihuahua and balinese dog with my family home. There was a massive flood this early morning and my chi was swept away by the current. Ive been missing him so much and the thought of him suffering makes me want to die. Ive had him from the worst time of my life when i had depression and hes been my source of happiness since. I cant rest now everytime i close my eyes i can see him swept away by the current struggling afraid and crying. I hope whoever finds him get him a nice cozy home. Heck i even wish he dies a swift death i dont want him to suffer but yes i still wish hes in good hands.