I miss him so much

My beautiful pup passed away from cancer at age 7. We had to do the euthanasia and chose to do it at home. It’s been almost 2 months and I still can’t stop crying. I went for a walk today and I just remember how he would walk with me and look back every 10 or 15 seconds. He was the best boy. He got me through the passing of my father, my separation, and so many hard times. I feel so robbed as he was only seven and I want to give him so much more in life. I don’t think I will ever recover from this.

He was my one constant and my best friend.

I’ve lost interest and all the things I used to love to do.