This is Chloe. I lost her two months ago and the grief is too much to bear

I rescued her when she was ~ 4 and she lived with my family and me till she was ~11. I wasn’t home for the last year or so because I left for grad school. She was diagnosed with liver and kidney cancer out of nowhere and everything spiralled out of control so fast. I’m still processing what happened months ago during the time of diagnoses. I don’t know if I can ever overcome this grief. I miss her terribly and I can’t believe I won’t see her again. She is the best thing that ever happened to me and is one of a kind. I love her so much.