lost her unexpectedly

tuesday morning i woke up to let the babies out to potty and start my car before work. our usual routine. i walked into my living room and found her lying on the floor which i thought was odd. i had a friend sleep over (thank GOD) so i thought she was just anxious. i bent down to pet her and she was gone.

she had been my protector for 9 years. she had gone to work with me (im a groomer) every single day for 6 1/2 years. i am so hurt. i am so confused. ive never felt pain like this. please send me and my other two doggos and my kitty some love. we need it right now