We have to say goodbye to George on Friday.

My beautiful boy has a mass on his spleen that's at risk of bursting and causing him a very painful death. I'm absolutely devastated. He's 7 and a half, which is decent for his breed but so young for a dog. He's been very happy and very healthy all his life, never suffered with breathing problems or anything like that. So this has come as a bit of a shock. I was convinced he was going to live forever.

Don't think I'm gonna be able to keep it together on the day. I'm not ready to say goodbye.