I put my best friend down of 15 years and I am absolutely devastated.

He had an enlarged heart, he had cancer somewhere, he was given some medicine within the last 2 weeks. One for heart failure and one to help him get rid of fluids that he was retaining..he started to urinate with blood, he stopped eating even his favorite foods. I took him in so they can help us and they recommended we put him down. I am absolutely heart broken but I didn't Wana see him suffer. But the grief is too much. My wife and I and my 6 year old son are absolutely heart broken. I knew I'd have to live the rest of my life without him at some point, but I was never ready for that day. I am completely devastated knowing that the day has come. I miss his smell I miss his snores I miss his begging for food. I miss him making a mess with plate of food. I miss him drooling on the ground after drinking water. I miss him. So much. I hurt but he doesn't. Until we meet again old friend. JAX 4.19.2009 -10.22.2024