Please Pray For Taz As He Fights For His Life Today As Well As The Fact That I May Have To Put My Best Friend Down

My best friend of 13 years is fighting liver cancer and was given 7-10 days 3 months ago and he has slowly deteriorated to the point where he is struggling with mobility and has little to no appetite

I know that people say that I need to do what’s best for him and not let him suffer, but it’s so hard because I feel as if I’m killing my beat friend if I do put him down or that I’m being selfish if I decide to let him go naturally

With it being a permanent decision and without Taz being able to tell me what’s the route he wants to go, I feel like I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place and that no matter how this shakes out, I still feel like a piece of dirt who is betraying my best friend

He’s been with me through thick and thin and saw me through my heroin addiction for 7 years and now I’m in recovery with 4 years this past April so he’s been my best mate, even when I didn’t deserve his love, he gave it nonetheless

I appreciate you all letting me talk about him with all of you because that alone makes a huge impact and helps alleviate some of the guilt and shame over what is transpiring with Taz

Have a great weekend and a safe Labor Day!

Cheers