Lost my beautiful girl to bone cancer this week

I miss her so much. I just want other people to see her. It’s funny we feel compelled to do that. I just want to honor her. I love her. I’ll never put that in past tense. I’ll always love her.

I swam in the ocean today. I looked up at the blue sky. I thought about being alive in this wide world. I floated, I paddled, I swam. I thought of Jonah. Jonah loved the water.. and I felt that love in me today.