RIP my boy

Sadly the past 3 days TOTO was suffering not eating just drinking a lot He worked as a guard dog on our farm 2 for 13 years and 2 years inside our house perimeter because 2 years ago we discovered he had anal sac tumor and doctors said we do not operate on dogs older than 9 years because it’s risky and last 6 months was in and out of health issues today I woke up to find him soaked in his poo and panting not able to stand I started running like crazy brought water and soup started cleaning him up I never put a pet down but today mom told me he’s not gonna make it because she’s seen a lot of our dogs go naturally I had to put him down and end his suffering I cried so bad after I buried him he loved me the most may god have mercy on me and get over it soon but I know I will miss him please pray for him