My baby died and I cannot stop blaming myself.
My baby was suffering from: - Cushing’s desease - Diabetes - High Blood Pressure
We already had her Cushing and Diabetes under control but the high pressure did not want to go down.
We were giving her 2 different meds for the blood pressure ( her vet recommended). And on Tuesday the vet checked her pressure and was still high. So she increased the dose by a bit. We gave her the new dose on Wednesday Morning.
All was ok that day. Then on Thursday around 11am she started breathing fast but she was walking fine so we thought it could be a side effect of the new dose. I immediately told my GF to not give her more meds to so her breathing could go back to normal.
That same day 11PM ( yesterday ) when we took her out to pee, she was still breathing fast. So we planned to take her to the vet today at 7am.
We woke up at 6am like usual, took her downstairs for breakfast and she collapsed in the floor and died 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I should had taken her to emergency but stupid fucking me thought it was just a side effect of the meds and all was going to be ok.
This is my fault and I lost my baby 😭