My girls are together again 👼😞 My angels

This is mama (Zoey) and her daughter (Ellie) and they are now together again on the other side of the rainbow bridge. We lost Ellie at 4.5 years old a a little over 2 years ago suddenly due to cancer. She was the closest I will ever have to a daughter. She hid her cancer till she couldn't any longer.

We said goodbye to her mom Zoey 2 days ago at the age of 12. For the past couple months she has just existed and started to just isolate and would randomly have episodes of not being to move very well and reject all food for like 24 hours then gradually be back to normal for a 12 year old for a month and slowly that interval between episodes shortened.

We decided to let Zoey go on a high vs waiting for a miserable painful low. She had a couple masses and for the last month her stomach felt like she had free fluid. She also seemed to have more labored breathing at a rest.

I hope we made the right decision. I hope i didnt do this too prematurely. I hope she understands. I miss my girls terribly and if i could have one more hour with them together id do anything for that. I feel numb. Just trying to remind me that the last 12 years of love she gave me needs to outweigh the sorrow im feeling right now.