I miss my baby so much. He was 13 & a half

He was the happiest, best, baby boy ever. He was just perfect. Always happy and wagging his tail, always making everyone feel better even when they were sad, i miss him so much. I love him and will never stop missing him. He was put down around 3:14pm today. Its now 11:56pm. Ive cried so much. He had been in the vet hospital for 5 days and they told us he wasnt getting any better and there wasnt treatment💔 i still had hope even 2 hours before his appointment to put him down i still had hope he will get better. It still doesnt feel real. I dont understand that hes gone forever and im just expecting him to come back home.😞💔 he was all i ever had since i was 5. Poor baby. I wish things couldve been different💔. Life isnt fair. I love you so much.💔❤️