Izzy bizzie, my soul, my heart, my life, my first born, my daughter. I miss you.

On July 4, 2010 you came into my life after I tried to take mine two months prior. You loved to roll around in the grass, give me kisses and snuggle on top of me every day. You did that for the next sixteen years. Whenever I walked in the door, there you were waiting for me on simply laying on my bed. You’d get excited, wag your tail, then reach out for kisses. Anytime I cried, you licked my tears away, rolled under my chin and just laid with me. Every night we’d snuggle, I’d kiss the top of your head and say goodnight.

I never knew that one day I’d say goodnight to you, kiss you on top of the head one last time. You were my soul, the reason for my existence, my purpose, my life. I wanted to hold onto you just a tad bit longer but you looked at me as you were ready.

I am destroyed inside. This pain is unbearable and I wish you could come back. I wish I had more time with you. I wish we could snuggle again, I can hold you again, I could give you all the kisses as you give me.

You saved me when I was sixteen and now it was my turn to save you from the pain you were in at sixteen.

Izzy bizzie, thank you for being my best friend, my soul, my heart, my first born and my daughter for sixteen years. Words could never measure up how much you mean to me, how much I miss you and how much I love you. It’s only been two days and my world is not the same without you, it hurts and I am broken.

Goodnight my sweet angel 🤍