I’m putting down my best friend tomorrow morning

I found Renegade lost on the streets when she was 1 and I was 18. She just turned 16 this month and her cancer and arthritis have progressed to the point where I know it’s the right choice but I am absolutely crushed. I love her so much and she is truly my best friend. I’m trying to be strong for her but I can’t stop crying. I just needed to memorialize her here because she is my world