| πΎπTo my ladybug: On this day 12 years ago you entered my life and immediately i felt a strong connection. You were only a baby pup but i knew you were special from just seeing you for the first time. you couldnβt even make it up the front porch, you couldnβt even eat dry dog food. i still replay those memories in my mind everyday. You would run around the house when you had the zoomies, you would lay with me on the couch, you would chase us while riding go karts in the backyard. Now those noises from your zoomies are quiet and still, the couch feels empty and hollow, and your chases at the time felt like love, now feel somber memories. You would love going on car rides and always enjoy going with us to get you a pup cup at dairy queen, your favorite treat. I miss your licks, your cuddles, your whimpers everytime youβd see me enter the driveway with your tail just wagging around. I still have your favorite toy with me, and everytime i look at it i canβt help but shed a tear. Your love showered us everyday, knowing it made us feel better no matter that we were feeling. everyone in our family loved and still love you to this day, with that love being stronger everyday. πΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎ when i heard you you almost passed away my heart completely sank. i never felt that way before, the feeling of sorrow, depression, and sadness filled me. i couldnβt imagine losing my childhood pet. after you were treated you had to wear a ring around your neck, although not entirely sure what it was for i knew for your safety you needed it. you werenβt running or eating like you used to, barely eating treats and could barely walk. I remained hopeful for a full recovery and it was just a sickness that you had that would heal soon. πΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎ when i went to my fathers house to clean my car i noticed immediately you werenβt there to greet me at the door as you always had prior. i knew something was off as soon as i walked in the house. i also knew that you have been going to the vet for updates on your health and safety so i figured thatβs where you were. My father came home shortly after and walked up to me and told me something i never wanted to hear. That Ladybug has sadly passed away due to stomach cancer. My heart and soul sank and i immediately hugged my father and started crying as hard i ever have before. the pain was immense and excruciating. i got in my car a cried the entire way home, so much so i had to pull over. πΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎπΎ She was an absolute angel and the sweetest dog i ever met. iβm extremely saddened by her loss but i do know her pain is now gone and she she is eating all the pup cups and treats she could ever ask for. She may be gone but she never ever be forgotten. the memories replay in my head everyday. you were my favorite hello but hardest goodbye Lady ( Ladybug ) March 10th 2014 ~ June 24th 2024 πΎπΎπΎπΎπΎππΆππΎπΎπΎπΎπΎ Happy 12th Birthday you will be missed by everyone who met you [link] [comments] |