RIP Noopy

My dog Noopy has passed away from cancer at 14 year old 1 month ago. I never really knew what I would do if my dog passed away. Now that he really did pass away I really just don’t know what to do. I have had him since I was 3 years old. He is my whole childhood. When my parents would, when I would feel sad, when I needed a big hug and when I just needed someone to be there for me, my dog was always there with me since the beginning. It hurts so much. Noopy was my dog and he had his own unique personality that I grew up with like anyone else with a dog and now he’s really gone. Every time I get back home he’s not there to jump and drop the ball for me to throw. I really don’t know where he is now but I really hope that one day I will be able to meet him again. If anyone has this experience I hope they can tell me how they are moving on from this because it’s soo difficult.